hurt

My heart, I give it too you for you to take care of it,
I don't know how I will live without it but i do hope i can,
I don't want to feel anything anymore, everything just hurts,
Life's not always a happy and harmless thing,
my life has become worse than it was three years ago,
and I just build everything up inside of me,
but sometimes it crashes and when it does I just can't stop myself,
I build it up again and again,
I wish I could stop. atleast I do not harm anyone but myself.